and if you only knew
how my bones ache for you
I wonder if you would tell me
your body is fragile too
Friday, September 30, 2016
Tuesday, September 27, 2016
Thursday, September 22, 2016
Day 352
the rain is falling so fast
that my vision is blurry
but I think
I saw
a glimpse of you
turning the corner
it's funny
you know
how quickly it went from
seeing you everyday
to crossing my fingers
hoping
each time I go outside
I would
perhaps
be lucky enough
to see you
if only for a moment
that my vision is blurry
but I think
I saw
a glimpse of you
turning the corner
it's funny
you know
how quickly it went from
seeing you everyday
to crossing my fingers
hoping
each time I go outside
I would
perhaps
be lucky enough
to see you
if only for a moment
Monday, September 19, 2016
Day 351
I am surrounded by people
and no one to talk to
I am a brown leaf
in a pile of red and orange
unnoticed and untouched
but look closely and you will see
the hints of color that I once was
before I fell to the ground
and lay there
waiting for someone to pick me up
and admire me
just me
and bring me along
clutched softly
in the palm of their hand
and no one to talk to
I am a brown leaf
in a pile of red and orange
unnoticed and untouched
but look closely and you will see
the hints of color that I once was
before I fell to the ground
and lay there
waiting for someone to pick me up
and admire me
just me
and bring me along
clutched softly
in the palm of their hand
Friday, September 16, 2016
Day 350
there will be words in me
even when my blood runs dry
and my eyes permanently close
words never leave
they never stop running
through my soul
trying to jump from my skin
onto a blank sheet of paper
but they do not all
successfully escape
some will remain within my body
forever pounding on my veins
willing me to set them free
even when my blood runs dry
and my eyes permanently close
words never leave
they never stop running
through my soul
trying to jump from my skin
onto a blank sheet of paper
but they do not all
successfully escape
some will remain within my body
forever pounding on my veins
willing me to set them free
Tuesday, September 13, 2016
Day 349
wrap me up
in the sounds of your laugh
that comfort me more
than the warmest blanket
and soothe me greater
than the sheets of my bed
I am fragile
in the strong gates
of your arms
and I fear I will crumble
to pieces in your grasp
but then you laugh
and I am no longer afraid
not of you
because how could
an iron statue
carry the voice of an
angel on its shoulders?
in the sounds of your laugh
that comfort me more
than the warmest blanket
and soothe me greater
than the sheets of my bed
I am fragile
in the strong gates
of your arms
and I fear I will crumble
to pieces in your grasp
but then you laugh
and I am no longer afraid
not of you
because how could
an iron statue
carry the voice of an
angel on its shoulders?
Monday, September 12, 2016
Day 348
I am a word enthusiast
I never tire of making others
feel things by placing
a few words
side-by-side
or creating new worlds
in a few sentences
or bringing visions
to life
I can relive memories
or inspire conversations
with twenty-six letters
and infinite possibilities
I am a word enthusiast
I find stories in things
that cannot speak
for themselves
and I write it for the world
I never tire of making others
feel things by placing
a few words
side-by-side
or creating new worlds
in a few sentences
or bringing visions
to life
I can relive memories
or inspire conversations
with twenty-six letters
and infinite possibilities
I am a word enthusiast
I find stories in things
that cannot speak
for themselves
and I write it for the world
Sunday, September 11, 2016
Day 347
today I noticed I am a lot
like the moon
ignored and unexplored when
I am barely there
just a sliver in the darkness
but when I am at my best
full and vibrant
that is when I am noticed
that is when the wolves howl
to feel alive
like the moon
ignored and unexplored when
I am barely there
just a sliver in the darkness
but when I am at my best
full and vibrant
that is when I am noticed
that is when the wolves howl
to feel alive
Saturday, September 10, 2016
Day 346
yesterday I woke up tired
it hurt to open my eyes
and so I went back to sleep
and when I woke up again
the sun was disappearing
and I lived in the darkness
today I woke up sad
but I pushed myself to
get up and get dressed
and it hurt at first
but then I smiled at the sun
and I walked in its rays
tomorrow I'll wake up happy
and if not tomorrow
then maybe the next day
or maybe it will take me
a week or a month
but I'll get there
it hurt to open my eyes
and so I went back to sleep
and when I woke up again
the sun was disappearing
and I lived in the darkness
today I woke up sad
but I pushed myself to
get up and get dressed
and it hurt at first
but then I smiled at the sun
and I walked in its rays
tomorrow I'll wake up happy
and if not tomorrow
then maybe the next day
or maybe it will take me
a week or a month
but I'll get there
Thursday, September 8, 2016
Day 345
I am not made of glass
I am made of words
take a step back
or when my body crumbles
you will be engulfed
by pieces of my soul
drowning in
syllables and haikus
but soon you will be
surrounded by new faces
and unimaginable places
you can be the main character
in all my broken poetry
and then you will regret
ever trying to
break me
I am made of words
take a step back
or when my body crumbles
you will be engulfed
by pieces of my soul
drowning in
syllables and haikus
but soon you will be
surrounded by new faces
and unimaginable places
you can be the main character
in all my broken poetry
and then you will regret
ever trying to
break me
Wednesday, September 7, 2016
Day 344
the tips of my fingers
were carved
to write sweet words
on blank pages
but I am tired
of all the love poems
my heart insists
on pouring out
I pour water
over my bleeding hands
to wash away
all the empty words
while a blank page
stares me in the eye
beckoning me
to pick up my pen
you think you know
what I am made of
but I am not afraid
to try something new
were carved
to write sweet words
on blank pages
but I am tired
of all the love poems
my heart insists
on pouring out
I pour water
over my bleeding hands
to wash away
all the empty words
while a blank page
stares me in the eye
beckoning me
to pick up my pen
you think you know
what I am made of
but I am not afraid
to try something new
Tuesday, September 6, 2016
Day 343: Heart and Soul
after all this time I thought it was just my heart
that hurt and
could be broken
but today I felt something
deeper
behind my heart
and my lungs
I think maybe
it was my soul
it started as a dull ache
in my ribs
and tightened my lungs
so my breaths became short
and then I swear
I felt you in my body
knocking on my heart
as if to say
I'm never letting
you go
that hurt and
could be broken
but today I felt something
deeper
behind my heart
and my lungs
I think maybe
it was my soul
it started as a dull ache
in my ribs
and tightened my lungs
so my breaths became short
and then I swear
I felt you in my body
knocking on my heart
as if to say
I'm never letting
you go
Sunday, September 4, 2016
Day 342
I know what it does to you
to watch him love another
but keep your head up
don't let anyone see you looking down
or another boy will swoop in
and help you off the ground
to watch him love another
but keep your head up
don't let anyone see you looking down
or another boy will swoop in
and help you off the ground
Saturday, September 3, 2016
Day 341
tonight
you fell asleep on my chest
and I became conscious
of every breath
watching my chest rise and fall
and feeling so loved
that you trusted me
with such an innocent task
of being your resting place
your home for slumber
and I will slow my heart's rhythm
so you can focus on your dreams
and if a nightmare creeps
into your mind
just open your eyes
and feel my heart beating close to yours
you fell asleep on my chest
and I became conscious
of every breath
watching my chest rise and fall
and feeling so loved
that you trusted me
with such an innocent task
of being your resting place
your home for slumber
and I will slow my heart's rhythm
so you can focus on your dreams
and if a nightmare creeps
into your mind
just open your eyes
and feel my heart beating close to yours
Friday, September 2, 2016
Day 340
you saw a perfect heart
to break
and went after it like prey
biting deep into my skin
and watching the blood
seep from my veins
even then I still trusted you
and isn't that a shame
because you watched
me slowly hate myself
though you were the one
to blame
to break
and went after it like prey
biting deep into my skin
and watching the blood
seep from my veins
even then I still trusted you
and isn't that a shame
because you watched
me slowly hate myself
though you were the one
to blame
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